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Ok so here is one of the best pieces I have. I submitted it into my Ringling portfolio along with everything else I will post for you. This drawing actually won a local calendar contest. Hey I won 50 bucks! lol

Leave the scene clean contest winner

Sorry in advance for the nudes! But these are the most resent drawings I have posted, I did these at a local figure drawing class

Figure Drawing
Figure Drawing 2

You can veiw the rest on flickr here, (If you can't wait till I post more) along with a lot more things I love like photography and photoshop! :]

Top Secret

Ok confession time; in high school I was so organized and on top of things. I was never late for a class, I never missed an assignment, and I never interrupted a teacher. Getting straight A's and holding down honors classes along with cheerleading and many leadership roles in after school clubs kept me busy. I didn't distract myself with boys or friendship dramas; it was never worth it to me.

College was another topic, the summer of my junior year of high school; I planned a trip to study in a week long workshop at The Art Institutes of San Francisco. I wanted to be as close to the Pixar studios as I could. I wanted to major in Computer Animation at the time. It was my ultimate DREAM, and almost an obsession. I was 16 at the time, living in Florida, and had no connection with the other side of the country. Terrifyingly, it was my first time flying alone on a whim. (Another blog will talk about this long “lovely” story)

The following summer, after I had survived my daring trip, I became more serious. I had to fly all the way across the country to find out that Ringling College of Art and Design was only an hour and a half away from my home. I realized that the best college in the world was right in my backyard. That’s when I did some researching and found out I had a better chance at PIXAR by studying the ways of these mighty fine artists. Ringling had something called "Precollege" I knew just then I had to give it a go. The program lasted a full month... I will have to do a separate blog for my experience... and it was worth all stinking $5,000.

This school was my dream school until I realized how wrong I was. After taking their Computer Animation classes, I wasn't quite as head over heels in love. I had found a new passion, a new found talent within myself; Graphic Design. You see within the year that I had returned from San Fran, I had a laptop and discovered web design and a STRONG LOVE for Photoshop. Ringling students are known for their excellent artistic gifts and I had just found mine. Going into it I was convinced that CA was my future until I saw what other kids could do. I was intimidated and embarrassed by my work. BUT when I was in the graphic classroom I felt like the tables had turned. For once in my life I was confident.

Long story short, going to Ringling was going to take a lot out of me. I had to shake my high school habits and take a year off from school. This was nothing I had really planned for but things just worked out that way. I'm bittersweet about this past year but once I start college in the fall I have no doubt that things could get worse... ha-ha soft humor, I think it will be very interesting come this fall. I'll try to update but I'm not promising anything. So I'd like to upload a few pieces of my art works, in case you’re interested. Sorry this is super long but cramming 3 years of experience isn’t easy... Until then this has been making up for the time I have lost!

Sincerely,
Envelope Girl

Return to Sender

It never fails me. I'm always saying I'm going to do things but I never actually finish what I start. I know this is a common thread with most people, but I have been feeling like I'm doing it now more than ever. Its that annoying feeling, like when you let someone borrow your pencil and they never give it back. You know its not a big enough deal to hunt them down for it, but you still have that bothersome feeling that your short a writing utencil. That may just be my attitude but I'm sure you get the idea. If not, then it's also a feeling like putting all of your eggs in one basket then sticking it in the refrigerator for later. Not the best analogy but it works for me.

Ok so truth time, this is not what I really wanted to write about. When ever I sit down to write these things my fingers take off in all different directions and I start to say weird things about eggs and stolen pencils. I'm actualy going to post this so that you guys can see why it is taking me so long to post new blogs. Its not that I'm a bad blogger its just that I'm never really sure where my head is at. Truth be told I wanted to blog about boys. When ever the topic of boys crosses my mind I never know what I'm going to say next. But I'm comitted to get that entry out to you. I'm hoping it will make up for all of this annoying, stalling, fluff...

Sincerely,
Envelope Girl

Check the Mail...

Do you all remember that quite girl in the corner of the room; the shy one that never spoke and always got overlooked. Well most likely you don’t because she was too introverted to notice. It’s always like that in any school or large gathering. The people that make an attempt at wanting to get noticed always get the attention that they ask for but, what about the quite ones? Is it because they’re invisible; no. Is it because people just assume that since they’re quite they’d rather not talk to them; maybe. Or is it because they just don’t demand any attention; most likely. The truth of the matter is that as a human being we all require some attention, some more than others, but nonetheless we all need to be attended to.

I wanted to start off by saying that I am one of those people. Say hello to me, Jessica, as I uncover the girl you never knew. I hope you don’t write off this blog based on the intro. You might classify me as a boring person in public but this blog will be my stories, and thoughts uncovered and unfolded. So please take this journey with me as I open the envelope.

Sincerely,
Envelope Girl